MY LIVING DIARY

Today is THE  day…

Iam  boarding the 9am Cathay Pacific flight to Los Angeles,  at the NAIA Airport…

I hold my breathe…this is such a big step again for me. I say so because
I’ll be handling the distance again… Long distance relationships worked for me.BUT,  I was homesick about 80% of the time I was travelling anywhere. Im in interested to migrate or settle down in a foreign
country . But.. with my family and loveones.

So how come,i m feeling this again? the moment i find myself alone.. its killing me.

I dont want to go but the situation asks me too,and it tears me apart…and
oh it tears my heart to realize that I will be without mike for  half a year.

All I could w  hisper was… baby, i dont want to leave.. ;(

But i need to go.

to all my r eal friends im sorry for not seing  and spending some time with  all of u,we may rarely see each other because of our own priorities in life now just remember im just one click away. i will surely miss u all.

baby - i know ill be having a wordeful time. I Know that u will be waiting patiently and  
eagerly for the day that i will come back…and i will hold  your
promise that after this journey we will never be without each other for
this long.

I love you baby with my whole entire being….

My journey begins.. AGAIN.

I was chatting with my friend today over the phone when HE turned mushy and expressed
that HE seems to be falling in love with the BOY. He continued to tell me things about him and why he feels this kilig factor now,the only problem is does the BOY likes him too? errr whatever it is ill just make a survery for  the normal ones hehe and its interesting to find out how to tell if your man likes you or better loves you…. straight from the horses mouth:

• He lets your dog ride in his car and run around in the backseat - applicable to me haha
• He shows you his collection  
• He lets you take pictures anytime ,obviously for me lol
• He plays PSP with your lil bro
• He carries your oversized bag
  for 5 minutes as you fix your hair. If the guy carries it for more than
  5 minutes or maybe carries it for you the whole time you’re together
  makes him a pushover… or gay.
• He responds to your endless - “baby doesn’t that skirt look
  fabulous?!” - with an equally high-pitched - “Yes, I’ll bet that would
  look great on you!” without the hint of the hours he spent practicing
  saying it with your friends.
• He brings you home before 10pm even if you dont want to.
• He agreed to watch the movie “my big love” because you wanted to watch it.- hahaha
• He completely understand my mood swings, pms and continuously love me inspite and despite of all my “kaartehan”- ewwww sweeet really for me!

I am actually laughing while typing this up but some would probably
agree.. or not… or maybe even get violent but there you are, there’s my
list. Feel free to add more.