June 1, 2007
1941H, Seattle Washington.
Its hard to be away from your family for the first time it tears me apart..For not seeing them, not touching them, i miss the sweetness of my dog, i miss the company of my friends, i miss my brothers , i miss mom, and i miss most is Mike. I left my heart in the philippines,i told myself im not going to cry, this is my choice, my career and i have to be strong.But who am i to pretend that i am strong? Tears just keep falling down on my eyes.. i cant control it. Need to adjust.Thanks to the new technology now, you can roam your simcard, theres a YM and the phone calls. But still, its different when your with the one you love, you can feel their touch and comfort. This is a choice i make i dont regret it.I know ill be fine on the next few days. I know that.
i miss you all.
love,
auie