MY LIVING DIARY

Hello ALOHA!

Bring it on! Tanks, Sunscreens, Bikinis and don’t forget your cold refreshing drink too! Cant wait to see the exoctic islands of Hawaii! It’s my first time to be in Hawaii and I’m imagining now that the ocean is expansive, and there will be so many water sports in there. Diving, snorkeling, paddling are some of the new things we must try. Hawaii is synonymous with paradise. White sandy beaches, warm sea breezes and tropical landscapes abound. Whether your interests include climbing volcanoes, surfing the waves, snorkeling with the fishes, or just relaxing on one of the many beautiful beaches, there is something for everyone in the Aloha State. Guests and crew who been here call it PARADISE and I think I would tend to agree. I believe it is. This is one of the most rewarding things on my job, Some people choose to work at away from home because it gives them a chance to travel or because they like the way they can get responsible jobs relatively early in their careers. Some did see the world and some of them will be seeing the world, like me. One of this is Hawaii, Hawaii’s blowing Trade winds, a featured attraction, can always be experienced; temperatures are always very pleasant. We will be spending more time in each of Hawaii’s island that has a rich culture and a distinct character all its own, long enough for us to strike up a friendship with the local people and discover the wonderland of beaches.

So, we are coming now and we are now looking for the rush of the city, the relaxing sound of waves crashing against the shore, we cant wait! And we know Hawaii has it all!

The big question now is.. IS HAWAII READY FOR US? =) weeeeeee

ÅÜïè®

Today is THE  day…

Iam  boarding the 9am Cathay Pacific flight to Los Angeles,  at the NAIA Airport…

I hold my breathe…this is such a big step again for me. I say so because
I’ll be handling the distance again… Long distance relationships worked for me.BUT,  I was homesick about 80% of the time I was travelling anywhere. Im in interested to migrate or settle down in a foreign
country . But.. with my family and loveones.

So how come,i m feeling this again? the moment i find myself alone.. its killing me.

I dont want to go but the situation asks me too,and it tears me apart…and
oh it tears my heart to realize that I will be without mike for  half a year.

All I could w  hisper was… baby, i dont want to leave.. ;(

But i need to go.

to all my r eal friends im sorry for not seing  and spending some time with  all of u,we may rarely see each other because of our own priorities in life now just remember im just one click away. i will surely miss u all.

baby - i know ill be having a wordeful time. I Know that u will be waiting patiently and  
eagerly for the day that i will come back…and i will hold  your
promise that after this journey we will never be without each other for
this long.

I love you baby with my whole entire being….

My journey begins.. AGAIN.

I was chatting with my friend today over the phone when HE turned mushy and expressed
that HE seems to be falling in love with the BOY. He continued to tell me things about him and why he feels this kilig factor now,the only problem is does the BOY likes him too? errr whatever it is ill just make a survery for  the normal ones hehe and its interesting to find out how to tell if your man likes you or better loves you…. straight from the horses mouth:

• He lets your dog ride in his car and run around in the backseat - applicable to me haha
• He shows you his collection  
• He lets you take pictures anytime ,obviously for me lol
• He plays PSP with your lil bro
• He carries your oversized bag
  for 5 minutes as you fix your hair. If the guy carries it for more than
  5 minutes or maybe carries it for you the whole time you’re together
  makes him a pushover… or gay.
• He responds to your endless - “baby doesn’t that skirt look
  fabulous?!” - with an equally high-pitched - “Yes, I’ll bet that would
  look great on you!” without the hint of the hours he spent practicing
  saying it with your friends.
• He brings you home before 10pm even if you dont want to.
• He agreed to watch the movie “my big love” because you wanted to watch it.- hahaha
• He completely understand my mood swings, pms and continuously love me inspite and despite of all my “kaartehan”- ewwww sweeet really for me!

I am actually laughing while typing this up but some would probably
agree.. or not… or maybe even get violent but there you are, there’s my
list. Feel free to add more.

what do we gain by all of our hard work? i have seen what difficult things God demands of us, He makes everything happen at the right time. Yet none of us  can ever fully understand all he has done and he puts questions in our minds about the past and the future.I know the best thing that we can do is to always enjoy life, because  God gift to us is the happiness that we get from our food, drink and from the work we do. Sometimes i realize that we work and do wonderful things just because we are jealous of others, This makes no sense than chasing the wind.I saw that nothing on earth that makes sense, some people dont have friends or family, but they are satisfied on what they own and they never stop working to get more. He will set a time and place for everything. We were meant to enjoy our work and thats the best thing we can do, we can never know the future. Just be thankful and ENJOY LIFE! =)

Ive been to different places travel some part of the world, ive seen enough of the beautifu sceneries of aruba,costa rica,mexico,panama,alaska,canada,jamaica and USA. But still theres no place like HOME.Where i found true happiness.I miss you all when i am HAPPY.Wish u all here with me. Homesick is the hardest part of being away with my friends, family and my better half, this is the risk i need to take.Im longing for them, but i know.. ITS ALL WORTH IT.. =) im happy.

I have seen enough the  beautiful scenery  of Alaska and its time to say goodbye.. with some of the best kept secret in the world.. I look forward of the more beautiful view of north america.. the list is ENDLESS!!!  I CANT WAIT!!!! =)

i just love it..

=)

June 1, 2007

1941H, Seattle Washington.

Its hard to be away from your family for the first time it tears me apart..For not seeing them, not touching them, i miss the sweetness of my dog, i miss the company of my friends, i miss my brothers , i miss mom, and i miss most is Mike. I left my heart in the philippines,i told myself im not going to cry, this is my choice, my career and i have to be strong.But who am i to pretend that i am strong? Tears just keep falling down on my eyes.. i cant control it. Need to adjust.Thanks to the new technology now, you can roam your simcard, theres a YM and the phone calls. But still, its different when your with the one you love, you can feel their touch and comfort. This is a choice i make i dont regret it.I know ill be fine on the next few days. I know that.

i miss you all.

love,

auie

One of the most difficult parts of a long distance (which ill be going through) is handling the fact that you are not physically there
with your partner. This lack of physical presence can make the whole
relationship seem like an illusion( i hope not huh) Well, I am sure that almost every person
in an LDR has wondered at some point about whether the relationship was
actually real or just wishful thinking. With this in mind, it is very
important to create a presence for yourself in your partner’s life to
provide a stable reality that you are a couple and that you are a part
of one another.So you better have a:

Communication

1. Don’t fall out of touch, even for a short time.Return all e-mails at the earliest opportunity.If you are going out of town or are otherwise going to be
   unable to respond, let your partner know as soon as possible so they
   don’t think something is wrong or start to have doubts.

   Talk regularly through voice chat or via the telephone

2. Video Chat if possible or at least send pictures regularly, Wew!~!~ Can you imagine how differently you would feel if you could
   actually see your partner when you talk to them? You can bet that they
   would feel the same. Rather than having to imagine how you looked when
   you laughed or smiled, they could actually see it.It nullify’s any of those doubts you have about whether they will like the way you look.

3. Get to know as much as you can about each other.Tell your partner about your day to day life, your friends, your
   relatives, your job etc. Make them feel like they are an integral part
   of your life. At the same time, find out as much as you can about them
   too

4. Be there when needed.One of the worst mistakes you can make in any relationship is to
   not be there for your partner when they need you. This is especially
   true of a long distance relationship as there are already inherent
   doubts and this will just reinforce those doubts.

Love
Love is the backbone of any relationship. As long as the other partner
feels that you completely and unconditionally love them, those doubts
will not have a chance to creep in.

Presence
Make sure you have a presence in your partner’s life. Continually
reinforce the fact that you are there, that this relationship is real
and there is no way that you are going to let a little thing like
distance get in your way. Goodluck to all of us. Goodluck to me. haha =)

Wew! time is running so fast… its been a year that have passed…so many things changed and happened with ourselves, with our life and with the people around us.. Again, well make a  list of our new years resolution , but wait.. how about the list we made last year are we done with that?  did u take it seriously? have u changed for the better?or you have worsen more?
me?  im happy,and im  having the best time of my life,i encounter problems but i still put my head up high,i changed for the better in terms of planning my life but still problems comes, sometimes it gets worst.. but here i am, was able to manage it.. well i think thats life right? its a SURVIVAL of the FITTEST! actually i forgot what was my new years resolution last year,cant even remember it.. but whatever it is.. im thankful that i was able to survive this one year in my life..am more matured, focused and ready. Year only ends.. but waking up alive everyday is Always a new beginning. ciao!

"I cannot say good-bye to those whom I have grown to love, for the memories we have made will last a lifetime and never know a good-bye.We all take different paths in life, but no matter where we go, we take a little of each other everywhere.Sometimes we feel like something is missing. But then a friend from the past will call up and we will realize how lucky we are in life to have had friends that have been there for us.A friend is someone who can see the truth and pain in you even when you are fooling everyone else. Sometimes people come into your life and you know right away that they are meant to be there they serve some sort of purpose teach you a lesson or help you figure out who you are. I will miss you all..When im gone, i will miss you all.."